Holy f***, am I struggling to find the will to even want to live today.
Im homeless and we recently got posted, so of course we move but honestly.. how long til we get posted again? And until then its just constant harassment. No biggie, right? Were not people, right?
Everyone always says "the homeless dont want help" as a way to feel better about the huge amount of misused funds they've spent but dont act like you've went and reached out to every homeless person out here. Other than the worthless "outreach teams" who literally just pass out pipes and a single pair of socks (what a f*****g joke). I have never been offered any sort of help, any means to a way out of this terrible situation that I couldnt pray myself out of if I wanted to, and trust me, ive tried.
"There's programs". Let me tell you, I personally have reached out to every program in this county and even neighboring counties and there is NOTHING that will help, because I dont "qualify". So "HOMELESS FUNDING" isn't for homeless people, its for certain groups of people experiencing or ABOUT TO experience homelessness. I dont qualify because im not a veteran, mentally disabled, elderly person or a woman with children. The only advice or "help" im provided with, is being told "outreach of sight, out of mind".
Im getting to the point of "why am I still f*****g here?" I very clearly do not matter in this world. I dont want to be homeless as much as you guys dont want to see me. Trust me, living it is a lot worse than seeing it.
Instead of posting me next time, do us both a favor and just kill me. Please. That will solve the whole "out of sight, out of mind" thing, right?