New to C/S and looking for others to chat with - w4w - 25 (Monterey county )
age : 25
I still eat healthy foods. I make a breakfast smoothie full of fruits and veggies and protein powder. I eat fruits, veggies, fish, and chicken.
But I get huge cravings for potato chips, and French friend, and garlic bread. I chew it up and spit it into a cup.
When I looked into this online it's blasted as an eating disorder. I know my ideas on weight and my body are fucked up, but I'm not sure if go as far as eating disorder. I NEVER purge or throw up. I never go a day without eating anything. I still eat, I just eat healthy, and when I crave the bad stuff I'll just spit it out and follow it with something healthy like a salad or a piece of fish. I am conscious of how much nutrients I get- I eat a bunch of spinach and carrots and fruits, and broccoli and onions. I try to keep my protein around 75-125g a day, but average closer to 60-70.
I am NOT looking for someone to tell me I'm unhealthy and need help blah blah blah. I'm looking for someone who is in the similar boat who I can talk to. I have found balimics and anorexics and therapists to talk to. I'm looking to find someone who doesn't purge and doesn't starve but chews and spits.
- do NOT contact me with unsolicited services or offers